well its sept 2010 and i am more happy and havent felt more complete with my life as i have l ever wanted to be. In December i was officially intorduced to a guy named Patrick. I had seen him alot around at work just becuase his mom worked there too, and he would come see him mom at work. I always thought that everytime i saw him hes cute. but my mind was way to preoccupied to think about anything but myself and my kids.
I decided that one day after seeing him on facebook that there was nothing wong with just adding him to it. never thinkin that something would could out of it. boy was i wrong. I never thought that i could fall head over heels in love with someone so fast ad know that it was all real!!!! we would hang out and just spend time together. it took us 7 dates and a month of hanging out to finally kiss. When i kissed him it was so amazing. it was like nothing i have ever felt before.
after we both decided that we shouldnt do that because neither of us where up for a relationship. we kept hanging out. then we hung out on New years eve. and things changed. we noticed thaat there was way more there then just friendship.
JAN 4th 2010
we where sitting on the phone with each other and at 1:05 am he said Michele will you go out with me I want you to be in my future. and all i could think of was omg this is really happening. I got tears in my eyes and said yes i will. I as so happy. I didnt know what else to do. I didnt know what i was suppose to think or what i was suppose to do. I told him that i didnt want to get hurt and i wasnt going to put my guard down. I didnt want to fall in love with him. I didnt want to let him hurt me.
8 months later i can honestly say that i am more then head over heels in love with my best friend. he makes me the happiest girl ever.
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